So as the days turn warmer and the sun shines and then sets each day and time passes I know I will feel my breathing less labored and the dull ache in my heart a little less pronounced. I know that joy will find me again and my light will become strong again and bright and the reflection in my eyes will not be quite so dark and heavy. I feel as if I have been opened wide like that night so many years ago. And like that time after I feel it is time again to close the door for awhile on sharing my life. Perhaps I am just supposed to experience my own love within without the reflection of this love in the eyes of my Twin Flame. And while this love was sometimes acutely painful, the joy and love experienced will always be worth the pain. The recognition in his eyes of who I am to him will always be remembered, all the times we read each others minds and the ability to continue to speak to him without any use of technology will always be the proof of this connection and we will always have next time, the lifetime after this or the one after that. We will be together someday I know this to be true in the depths of my soul. We will have another lifetime to greet each other and get to know each other all over again. And like the song "I'll be seeing you" by Billie Holiday, "I will find you in the morning sun and when the night is new, I will be looking at the moon, but I will be seeing you......"
So to all of you who have experienced this profound love and if you have been lucky enough to keep it in your life I am profoundly happy for you and wish you continued joy! And as I trust in the the power that exits in all things I know that all is well and this too shall shift and change to become a beautiful sun filled day.
Love and blessings to all of you.